That was a dumb situation for her to be in period because by the time she was 12, They all knew she was not his, so why in the world would her dumb mother send her with this man knowing that she was not biologically his child. He waited until it was only her, him and the 6 year old daughter of his current wife were there alone before the attack took place. She was done showering and had dressed herself when she heard a knock on the door she open the door to leave. He pushed back into the bathroom closed and locked the door and told her "I'm gonna show you how this condom work for when you start playing with little boys" ripped her clothes off defiled and raped her. He did not let her make a call home without him being there. The wife should have known something was off because I am sure that once he raped her she became even more afraid and timid. Once she was finally allowed to go home her mother did take it to court, but because he was a retired Army veteran, was not charged because his defense was he was Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome and had an episode. So what the court said when they let this monster get away with it is that because you went to a war you can have an episode that causes you to rape a 12 year old girl who is legally under your last name and get away with it? The was no reason other than the fact that The United States Military and Armed Forces look after their own even if they committed an unforgivable crimes. I told this story because I know that there are thousands if not millions of people and even children today who have been exposed to such evil and disgusting acts by the adults they HAVE to depend on and no justice was served. For those who have managed to escape charges for their crimes will surely be punished by GOD.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Molestation and Rape; common in California
This so called "Justice System" we have is really a pointless authority that ineffectively charges the accused of a crime. When it comes to child molestation, abuse or rape the sentence should have always been LIFE. Yes Murder is bad, but the damage that Molestation and Rape is lifelong. The fact that these accused and charged Most Likely will offend again should be reason enough forLife or Death. Now I know that a lot of people are not going to agree with me, but the mothers involved are equally responsible because if the abuse was by someone who is not that child's Biological father then they should have never allowed their child to be put in that situation. I say this because anybody less than and even they should be suspicious around your child. Because people don't think things like that happen, but they do. I know that there are numerous things that play a role in the opportunity for this type of abuse; drugs, alcohol, having foster or adopted parents, busy work schedule, whatever you can think up, but none of it is an Excuse. My Theory is that A CHILD DOESN'T LIE ABOUT RAPE OR MOLESTATION. No matter about parents telling their children to lie because very seldom is that the case. Again the Mothers should be able 2 tell the difference in their child once the abuse takes place because an abused child especially sexually will act out; Meaning they will do something that their attacker has done or they will display sexual behavior towards another child I chose this topic because I know someone personally who was molested from the age of 5 by a man who was not her biological uncle because her dumb Mother knew that she was no blood relation to these people but chose to leave her there anyway because she is a young and naïve mother who couldn't be a teenager and enjoy her life because she had a child at 15 by a man that was not her husband at the time. That man would do unthinkable things to a 5 year old child when he was high off of heroin and his alcoholic mother was sleep by 6pm, who was supposed to be the guardian over this child. It is hard for me to write these words, but I feel that like so many others her story needs to be told. He would take her clothes off and make her spin around in a circle while he masturbated to her under developed body. As she got older the abuse was more direct, he would then take her to the laundry room, sit on the washing machine, masturbate until the pre-ejaculation would come out and force her to lick and suck it and ejaculate all over her. He would play like he wanted to play horse on his knee or something and fondle her immature vagina. This would go on until the age of 12 when she was raped by the man who was supposed to be her Biological father and whose name she is in. I speak in detail about this because does this sound like this man BILLY RAY FRAZIER in BAKERSFIELD CALIFORNIA, should be walking around free to abuse more innocent little girls? I am truly angered by the fact that her mother would even leave her at these people house. What could she have been doing that important that she could not raise her child with her instead of leaving her at the paedophiles house ? Nothing, and she is so dumb and blind she doesn't notice the difference in behavior of her 1 and only child. The girl was threatened by her abuser that she would be killed so she never told anyone until she was an adult. When she was 5 years old she acted out and tried ti take the clothes off one of the female students. The teachers in 1968 were not trained enough to recognize this as acting behavior of a sexually abused child so instead of wondering why a child would do something like that she just gets punished. None of the adults around her even noticed then that something was wrong. When a child runs from and fears a person enough to run away and cry, then that person may be hurting that child. The sick molester is dead as of 2010 but he was able to get away with this for the last 42 years while a women's life has been ruined by his disgusting fetish. One of his brothers knew about it but did nothing other than take her away from that house every once in a while. His other brother BURL FRAZIER of BAKERSFIELD CALIFORNIA currently residing in TEXAS is the one who was supposed to be her Father but raped her.
That was a dumb situation for her to be in period because by the time she was 12, They all knew she was not his, so why in the world would her dumb mother send her with this man knowing that she was not biologically his child. He waited until it was only her, him and the 6 year old daughter of his current wife were there alone before the attack took place. She was done showering and had dressed herself when she heard a knock on the door she open the door to leave. He pushed back into the bathroom closed and locked the door and told her "I'm gonna show you how this condom work for when you start playing with little boys" ripped her clothes off defiled and raped her. He did not let her make a call home without him being there. The wife should have known something was off because I am sure that once he raped her she became even more afraid and timid. Once she was finally allowed to go home her mother did take it to court, but because he was a retired Army veteran, was not charged because his defense was he was Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome and had an episode. So what the court said when they let this monster get away with it is that because you went to a war you can have an episode that causes you to rape a 12 year old girl who is legally under your last name and get away with it? The was no reason other than the fact that The United States Military and Armed Forces look after their own even if they committed an unforgivable crimes. I told this story because I know that there are thousands if not millions of people and even children today who have been exposed to such evil and disgusting acts by the adults they HAVE to depend on and no justice was served. For those who have managed to escape charges for their crimes will surely be punished by GOD.
That was a dumb situation for her to be in period because by the time she was 12, They all knew she was not his, so why in the world would her dumb mother send her with this man knowing that she was not biologically his child. He waited until it was only her, him and the 6 year old daughter of his current wife were there alone before the attack took place. She was done showering and had dressed herself when she heard a knock on the door she open the door to leave. He pushed back into the bathroom closed and locked the door and told her "I'm gonna show you how this condom work for when you start playing with little boys" ripped her clothes off defiled and raped her. He did not let her make a call home without him being there. The wife should have known something was off because I am sure that once he raped her she became even more afraid and timid. Once she was finally allowed to go home her mother did take it to court, but because he was a retired Army veteran, was not charged because his defense was he was Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome and had an episode. So what the court said when they let this monster get away with it is that because you went to a war you can have an episode that causes you to rape a 12 year old girl who is legally under your last name and get away with it? The was no reason other than the fact that The United States Military and Armed Forces look after their own even if they committed an unforgivable crimes. I told this story because I know that there are thousands if not millions of people and even children today who have been exposed to such evil and disgusting acts by the adults they HAVE to depend on and no justice was served. For those who have managed to escape charges for their crimes will surely be punished by GOD.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Bad Girls Club
So the casting directors asks you what makes you a Bad Girl? Im a Bad Girl because I have been on my own since I was 15 years old. I dont have a mother or father to run to when it gets hard I have to take care of myelf. Im Bad because I was once a bisexual female pimp. I've had female prostitutes who had sex for money and brought it home to me. I truly believed that I am bad because I was almost raped and the pervert bit me on my face and chest, I got away and I have been fighting men and women ever since. I dont trust no one, unless they have earned that place in my life. I am so starightforward and blunt that people call me mean and rude, but I dont really give a damn about what people say or think about me because they dont pay my bills or write the checks with my name on them. I am a narcissist because I dont think Im attractive, I know I am gorgeous, sexy and every other synonym for eye candy! I am confident and not afraid of anything are any one except for God!
Im a 23 year old lesbian and Im not afraid to say it or act like. I would give the Bad Girls Club and BGC Mansion a taste of the one and only St. Louis Thurlbred©!
Im a 23 year old lesbian and Im not afraid to say it or act like. I would give the Bad Girls Club and BGC Mansion a taste of the one and only St. Louis Thurlbred©!
Friday, September 25, 2009
What We Will and Won't Do For Love.
Well I don't know about everyone else, but I have had about 4 loves worth talking about so far, in all of my 22 years on this green Earth. I have a great deal that I cared for , but my belief is that depending on what type of person you are and what kind of energy you are sending out; depends on what kinds of relationships you'll have. So with that in mind, I know that when we care or love someone there are certain things that we do or deal with even if its not necessary. Trust me I know because I've done it myself, so I know how it feels to be out of character because we are concerned about making that other person happy.
My first love was a one of a kind and genuinely loved me for me and I was too young and naive to see that he did care about me. He was the one I hurt the most, but it was not intentional. He even accepted and forgave me for cheating on him, but in my opinion a man is a man, so he definitely did not forget it and what goes around comes around. So when we finally decided to call it quits, I never really met another person that gave that certain kind of love to me and loved me no matter what I did.
The second was my boo all the way, but I would not consider it the traditional way. By the time I came across my second love, I was a little more experienced and understanding for the most part of how relationships worked now, so I was a little better prepared. We never really had a chance for our potential love to blossom because one year after meeting him he was murdered. I have never quite recovered from that blow to my heart. We were best friends first and then lovers and able to know what each other was thinking or feeling.
After him, I had left my hometown of St. Louis Missouri to travel the country and sell magazines because I thought that it would expand my horizons and it did. I have to say that door to door sales is something that you can use later in life and it teaches to think positively about reaching goals. Once I made it to California, I was a little disappointed about the quality of African American men here, until a met a unique man, from Los Angeles born and raised.
The connection that me and love number 3 was so strong and unusual almost as if we had known each other before and were good friends first as well lovers. We had a sweet and beautiful time until fate came along and changed all that. However 4 years after our time spent in a relationship, we have still manged to be able to connect with one another and still have the same feelings, even if we are doing something else. We son't cheat or anything, but just how we may not hear from one another in a while, we somehow are still drawn together.
Now love number 4 is what changes the game for me and trulky alowed me to experience different kinds and levels of love. I am a lesbian now and I have been for the last 5 years. The woman that I am with has showm me a whole different kind of love and caring for another person and I love and appreciate her for it. But like with all other relationships there are problems, but there is an undeniable respect for one another.
So I have said all of this because I tried to put almost as many people as possible into account of what we define as love or what we will and won't do for it and show that although we all want to love and be loved we cannot give up our goals becuse if we do we would live to regret some fo the desicions that we made. I feel that this life is short and it should be lived to the fullest with keeping into account what is right and wrong and regardless of your beliefs there are consequences for our actions.
My first love was a one of a kind and genuinely loved me for me and I was too young and naive to see that he did care about me. He was the one I hurt the most, but it was not intentional. He even accepted and forgave me for cheating on him, but in my opinion a man is a man, so he definitely did not forget it and what goes around comes around. So when we finally decided to call it quits, I never really met another person that gave that certain kind of love to me and loved me no matter what I did.
The second was my boo all the way, but I would not consider it the traditional way. By the time I came across my second love, I was a little more experienced and understanding for the most part of how relationships worked now, so I was a little better prepared. We never really had a chance for our potential love to blossom because one year after meeting him he was murdered. I have never quite recovered from that blow to my heart. We were best friends first and then lovers and able to know what each other was thinking or feeling.
After him, I had left my hometown of St. Louis Missouri to travel the country and sell magazines because I thought that it would expand my horizons and it did. I have to say that door to door sales is something that you can use later in life and it teaches to think positively about reaching goals. Once I made it to California, I was a little disappointed about the quality of African American men here, until a met a unique man, from Los Angeles born and raised.
The connection that me and love number 3 was so strong and unusual almost as if we had known each other before and were good friends first as well lovers. We had a sweet and beautiful time until fate came along and changed all that. However 4 years after our time spent in a relationship, we have still manged to be able to connect with one another and still have the same feelings, even if we are doing something else. We son't cheat or anything, but just how we may not hear from one another in a while, we somehow are still drawn together.
Now love number 4 is what changes the game for me and trulky alowed me to experience different kinds and levels of love. I am a lesbian now and I have been for the last 5 years. The woman that I am with has showm me a whole different kind of love and caring for another person and I love and appreciate her for it. But like with all other relationships there are problems, but there is an undeniable respect for one another.
So I have said all of this because I tried to put almost as many people as possible into account of what we define as love or what we will and won't do for it and show that although we all want to love and be loved we cannot give up our goals becuse if we do we would live to regret some fo the desicions that we made. I feel that this life is short and it should be lived to the fullest with keeping into account what is right and wrong and regardless of your beliefs there are consequences for our actions.
Friday, July 10, 2009
RADIO SHOW
hello everyone thanks for following blog. My new radio show premieres tomorrow online so tune into my radio show http://www.blogtalkradio.com/amberttroupe I guarentee you'll loveit. Tomorow night @ 8:00p.m Thanks!
TOMMORROW'S EPISODE IS A BOUT FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT SMOOCH. CALL IN WITH YOUR STORY!
Thanks to everyone who has been following blog and my myspace, facebook, twitter and blackplanet pages. Thanks to you all. God Bless
TOMMORROW'S EPISODE IS A BOUT FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT SMOOCH. CALL IN WITH YOUR STORY!
Thanks to everyone who has been following blog and my myspace, facebook, twitter and blackplanet pages. Thanks to you all. God Bless
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Ask Amber
I am starting a new radio show and I want to get a fanbase started and questions already lined for the first air date(TBA). Readers and listeners are encouraged to ask a question or get advice about and issue that they are dealing with in life by submitting questions to my e-mail address thurlbred39@yahoo.com and questions that are submitted will be answered live on air.
People from all walks of life are encouraged to submitted and stay tuned for the official air dates for my new radio show Ask Amber. A show that is about getting down home advice on everyday problems we encounter. Sometimes you may like what I say and sometimes you won't, but I guarentee that you will understand and possibly utilize the advice and reciprocate the honesty that I have to offer. I can relate to most normal and some extraordinary people, but I have managed to turn my life around and I truly want to give back and offer each and every person the cnance to do the sam, but I need your support.
Thank you to everyone who has been apart of my success and you know who you are. Postive thinking and belief in yourself will be your key to success. God Bless
People from all walks of life are encouraged to submitted and stay tuned for the official air dates for my new radio show Ask Amber. A show that is about getting down home advice on everyday problems we encounter. Sometimes you may like what I say and sometimes you won't, but I guarentee that you will understand and possibly utilize the advice and reciprocate the honesty that I have to offer. I can relate to most normal and some extraordinary people, but I have managed to turn my life around and I truly want to give back and offer each and every person the cnance to do the sam, but I need your support.
Thank you to everyone who has been apart of my success and you know who you are. Postive thinking and belief in yourself will be your key to success. God Bless
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Reality T.V
The world of reality T.V is like a new trend or style of life, in which some people cannot seperate the two. I personally do not watch a lot of T. V in general, but when I do turn on the "idiot box" as I like to call it, I prefer reality.
I enjoy such shows as Candy Girls, Real Housewives of ..., Keyshia Cole, and Bad Girls Club. Now based on the line-up, there's a certain kind of theme I look for, but I have encountered a slight problem: I want to go on a reality show. The catch is that there is only one show I really want to go on and that is Bad Girls Club.
I have applied already and I know that there may be slight wait because some of the girls that were cast in season 3 of the show, were from girls held over from season 2, so I'm quite sure that I'll be waiting for a while, but I am confident that among a lot of girls applying, I shall get a call back.
I am so persistant in my attempts at being on the show that I called the office and asked the secretary who answered would it be possible for me to set up an appointment to come down to the office and audition, but she refused me, so here I am waiting again.
I don't however want to imply that I am on the show by any means because I am not, but my hopes are that hopefully I will be cast for season 4 for of the Bad Girls Club or at the least season 5 if Oxygen and Bunim-Murray Productions renews them for yet another season.
In my searches for the best and fastestest way to apply for the show, I have come acroos another show that may be of some interest to me after all and I have already applied and I am just waiting for them to let me know something as well.
I am just going to keep thinking positive and see what happens and if I am on either show, then I thank each and everyone who kept me in their thoughts.
I enjoy such shows as Candy Girls, Real Housewives of ..., Keyshia Cole, and Bad Girls Club. Now based on the line-up, there's a certain kind of theme I look for, but I have encountered a slight problem: I want to go on a reality show. The catch is that there is only one show I really want to go on and that is Bad Girls Club.
I have applied already and I know that there may be slight wait because some of the girls that were cast in season 3 of the show, were from girls held over from season 2, so I'm quite sure that I'll be waiting for a while, but I am confident that among a lot of girls applying, I shall get a call back.
I am so persistant in my attempts at being on the show that I called the office and asked the secretary who answered would it be possible for me to set up an appointment to come down to the office and audition, but she refused me, so here I am waiting again.
I don't however want to imply that I am on the show by any means because I am not, but my hopes are that hopefully I will be cast for season 4 for of the Bad Girls Club or at the least season 5 if Oxygen and Bunim-Murray Productions renews them for yet another season.
In my searches for the best and fastestest way to apply for the show, I have come acroos another show that may be of some interest to me after all and I have already applied and I am just waiting for them to let me know something as well.
I am just going to keep thinking positive and see what happens and if I am on either show, then I thank each and everyone who kept me in their thoughts.
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